Saturday, April 19, 2014

His Loving Kindness will lead me...

        How is it that approaching God in need of repentance is so intimidating? When he asks of us just ONE thing?  To turn as seek His face because He longs to be gracious to us?  Go and proclaim these words towards the north and say, “Return, faithless Israel,” declares the Lord; I will not look upon you in anger.  For I am gracious; declares the Lord; I will not be angry forever.  Only acknowledge your iniquity, that you have transgressed against the Lord your God and have scattered your favors to the strangers under every green tree, and you have not obeyed my voice,’ declares the Lord.  (Jeremiah 3)

The other day, I ran 5 miles.  I passed a certain building that said, “The house of self-realization.”  Really???  Self-Realization???  If I wouldn’t have received Holy Spirit-revelation, I would not be here right now!  Feeling uneasy, I started to pray to God as I ran passed this building.  I cried out to God.  I began to pray out loud for all the people who came to my heart.  It was a flood!  At one point, it may have been best to get on my knees in the middle of the dark running path because I just knew I needed to, but I didn’t.  I asked God to forgive me when I hadn’t been willing to forgive my mother-in-law.  I asked God for forgiveness because I had such a hard heart towards her.  This made me weak.  I prayed that God would be with her and become real to her, because all of her children, my husband included, need her.  How could I be so insensitive to my husband’s mother?  How dishonoring to him.  It bothers me that I can be so callous!    

Jesus came to save sinners like me, the ones who don’t have life all together.  The ones who are not perfect!  Oh perfect!  He doesn’t need a perfect Me, He needs a person who recognizes that their sin is great and their need for a Savior is even greater!  I tell you that in the same way, there will be more joy in heaven over one sinner who repents than over ninety-nine righteous persons who need no repentance.  (Luke 15)  Oh how I don’t want to be part of the ninety-nine righteous persons!!!

Please God chip away at the callousness in my heart with your Word so that repentance in me would become more evident on this journey.  Thank you for your loving kindness and patience with me. You know my insides, you know my sin, you know my heart and it’s desires.  Help me to run your race laying down every sin that hinders me.  Thank you that on this Easter weekend, the one we call Resurrection Sunday, Christ gave up His life for me, died on a cross for my sin and for the sin of those who believe, and on the third day He ROSE again in victory over sin and death!

Running His Race
Erin Beth

Luke 5: 31
And Jesus answered and said to them, “It is not those who are well who need a physician, but those who are sick.  I have not come to call the righteous but sinners to repentance.”

Acts 19:4
Paul said, “John baptized with the baptism of repentance, telling the people to believe in Him who was coming after him, that is, in Jesus.”  When they heard this, they were baptized in the name of the Lord Jesus. 

2 Corinthians 7:10
For the sorrow that is according to the will of God produces a repentance that is without regret, leading to salvation, but he sorrow of the world produces death. 

2 Peter 3:9
The Lord is not slow about His promise, as some count slowness, but is patient toward you, not wishing for any to perish but for all to come to repentance.

Isaiah 30:15-17
For thus the Lord God, the Holy One of Israel, has said, “In repentance and rest you will be saved, in quietness and trust is your strength.”  But you were not willing, and you said, “No, for we will flee on horses,” therefore you shall flee!  “And we will ride on swift horses,” Therefore those who pursue you shall be swift.  One thousand will flee at the threat of one man; you will flee at the threat of five, until you are left as a flag on a mountain top and as a signal on a hill. 

Isaiah 30:18
Therefore the Lord longs to be gracious to you, and therefore He waits on high to have compassion on you.  For the LORD is a God of justice; How blessed are all those who long for Him. 




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